Feeling Bleh

This pregnancy is nothing at all like the first. I do have a lot of the same cravings, and my stomach is pretty much upset all the time, but WOWSA this is one depressing pregnancy! I feel mopey pretty much all the time, and then I feel depressed for being mopey. I'm really tired all over my body, so I just want to rest. But then, I feel like a giant, lazy slob for laying around. I'm going postal from housework and Maya clinging to me 24/7 (though I also simultaneously LOVE her clinging), and I feel like the house is nasty again two seconds after I just cleaned it. Ggguuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh......

Poor Pete is very tolerant of my ookiness, but it is getting so old. I'm also not looking forward to the next couple of weeks. I'll be driving to Prescott on Friday evening with Ciera and Maya. Pete's not coming, so I have to drive the whole way, round trip, with Maya's loveliness in the back seat. She just loves road trips. Not! Then, on the 13th, Ciera is leaving for Illinois. Who knows when I'll see her again. I'm gonna miss the poop out of her!!! On the same day, Pete is leaving for a business trip to D.C. for a week. So, I'm going to be left home alone with Maya. I love the pieces out of Maya, but geez Louise I need adult stimulation.

Yesterday I went to go see Eclipse with my girlfriend Carolyn and her sisters. It was the most amazing night I've had in so long. Getting away from everyone at home needs to happen more often. I can't remember the last time I just went somewhere with girlfriends and no kids or husbands.

There. I got the majority of my rant out. Aren't pregnancy hormones your favorite? Just an example of my insanity, I was singing "It's a Hard Knock Life" from Annie to Maya, and dancing around with her. I started crying mid-song because I felt really bad for the orphans. Is it February yet?